The Call of Your Wild | Rohini Ross
The Call of Your Wild

The Call of Your Wild

In his book, The Truth: An Uncomfortable Book About Relationships, Neil Straus says, “They say that when you meet someone and feel like it’s love at first sight, run in the other direction. All that’s happened is that your dysfunction has meshed with their dysfunction. Your wounded inner child has recognized their wounded inner child, both hoping to be healed by the same fire that burned them.”


This is not the first time I have heard this dating advice. Somehow our natural instincts are perceived as dangerous and letting us down.


What if it is true that we are attracted to people who will highlight our confusion and misunderstandings? I have seen enough couples, where what initially attracted them to their partner became the very thing they couldn’t stand, to see that it does seem to work that way. I know in my own relationship I was magnetically drawn to Angus and loved his happy-go-lucky approach to life until I decided he was irresponsible. Me deciding/judging being the operative word.


But this does not mean attraction is wrong and that we need to override it and ignore it. We have an internal guidance system that we can trust. It is always going to point us toward growth and freedom. The problem is not with the guidance system it is with the misunderstanding we have about where suffering comes from.


The typical course of a relationship is a honeymoon phase where a couple falls in love. The relationship feels fresh and exciting. The good qualities of each partner are seen and their perceived challenging qualities are minimized or ignored. The couple feels on top of the world and invincible. At some point, self-doubt and insecurity creep in. All of a sudden, they don’t feel invincible any more, and their partner looks like they are the source of their problems. If only, he/she loved you more, were more understanding, were less demanding, were less boring, were more motivated… 


The person who was the light of your life now looks like the dark shadow of discontent. They fall off their pedestal. You start to see “the warts and all” side of them. And they can become highly irritating.


It is understandable that the higher you were flying in the honeymoon phase with desire and ecstasy the more painful and shocking this fall can be. So from one point of view, it makes sense to say run in the opposite direction from someone who you are going to experience the heights of connection with, in order to avoid the depths of despair when feelings come crashing down and heartbreak looks inevitable.


But what if the fall from grace is just a normal part of the learning curve of love and intimacy and not something to be avoided or feared. And, more importantly, what if the disappointment has nothing to do with the other person and everything to do with your own state of mind shifting and you feeling destabilized by the illusion of your own fear and insecure thoughts?


What if you were actually more sane and clear during the honeymoon period, and coming down to earth is actually an experience of losing your mind? 


What if the call of the wild inside of you is the deepest calling to stretch into the possibility of you living the fullness of your human experience and going beyond made up limitations and misunderstandings that you have gathered over the years like layers of debris sticking to you? What if you have got lost in the debris of thought thinking the debris is you? Mistakenly thinking the swirl of thoughts is who you are. Then you fall in love and the swirl disappears temporarily. You wake up to more freedom and aliveness. You feel truth more deeply. Your whole being is vibrating with love. You feel your true nature more fully, and of course, anyone you are with, in this state of mind, is going to look lovable and amazing because you are seeing them through the eyes of love.


Then through no fault of your own, the window of freedom shuts, and the debris comes back. You innocently vacuum it back in. And there is the swirl. It is hard to see your partner clearly now because the murkiness of your judgments gets in the way. It is the same person you are seeing, but the lens you see through now is tarnished. They look different through it. They no longer look good enough or safe. They look dangerous and threatening to your wellbeing. It looks like you have to protect yourself from their danger. You have to control them so they don’t hurt you. You do your best to manage them.


If you don’t leave, you chip away at them to help yourself feel more comfortable. You do your best to mold and shape through criticism and judgment presented as helpful tips and advice. I know. I’ve been there.


If they stick around, this wild, exciting human you found so alluring has now been tamed. The taming process does not get rid of the qualities you don’t like. They may be dampened, but what is gone is the freshness, the aliveness, the desire, the appreciation, the inspiration, and often the sex.


What is the alternative?


To accept the call of your wild. To walk toward it, not run away from it. And to realize wild is not in another person it is in yourself. It is the untamed true nature of your being. It is beyond your preconceived ideas of who you should be. It is who you are. The fullness of you: human and divine, sacred and profane, flesh and spirit. They are all you. They are all from the same source. There is no separation. 


You are not here to live a tamed life. You are here to wake up to who you are. You are not here to avoid the human experience. You are here having the human experience in service to wake up to your Self.  


Running the other way isn’t an option really. Living small and trying to avoid heartache and disappointment doesn’t really work. It creates an experience of dissatisfaction that is feedback to let you know more freedom is available to you. 


My encouragement is to listen to the call of your wild and see the wisdom in what is true for you rather than avoiding it because it looks too scary or you think it will lead to suffering. Remember, suffering comes from the debris of our own thoughts. It is not done to you. It is created within you. Seeing this allows you to identify less with the debris of your conditioned thinking. This makes it easier to see through the swirl of it. You get to see the clarity of love and the distortion of upset.


You get to see that the honeymoon experience is not time limited. It is clarity dependent. In the honeymoon, you are given the gift of your conditioned thinking falling away, and you drop into the experience of love. This experience is you. It is your true nature. The honeymoon experience lets you know what is possible and available to you.


Then the swirl of thoughts comes back, but rather than that being a problem with the relationship, it just lets us know you are lost. You are now identifying with thoughts and concepts rather than feeling who you are. But you have the coordinates. The feeling of love is the compass point to guide you. Love exists not in another person, but in an experience within yourself. It is your true nature, and you can look toward it. 


You have a deeper knowing that guides you in love and life. I call it the wild divine. The infinite intelligence that is expressing through each one of us. Trust that. Don’t try to protect your precious psychology. The wild divine will transform it. There is nothing to run from, only the divine light of your being to run toward.


To fully experience who you are, listen to the call of the wild within and run with it.


Rohini Ross is passionate about helping people wake up to their full potential. She is a transformative coach, leadership consultant, a regular blogger for Thrive Global, and author of the short-read Marriage (The Soul-Centered Series Book 1) available on Amazon. You can get her free ebook Relationships here. Rohini has an international coaching and consulting practice based in Los Angeles helping individuals, couples, and professionals embrace all of who they are so they can experience greater levels of well-being, resiliency, and success. She is also the founder of The Soul-Centered Series: Psychology, Spirituality, and the Teachings of Sydney Banks. You can follow Rohini on FacebookTwitter, and Instagram, and watch her Vlogs with her husband. To learn more about her work go to her website,


  • Charlene Ainsworth

    22.04.2019 at 03:11 Reply

    Wow Rohini,

    This is so true. I have been taking digs at my boyfriend in sarcastic tones lately, trying to make myself more powerful or something. I do it when I’m feeling insecure and my thinking is revved up. Luckily he knows me well enough to know I don’t mean to hurt him. Thankfully I know a bit about how my love for him goes beyond how I’m feeling in any one moment.
    I love your writings and they have been so often perfectly timed aswell.
    Thankyou for everything.

    • Rohini

      22.04.2019 at 08:30 Reply

      Dear Charlene, So glad your boyfriend has room for your humanness, and it is great that you understand that you do this. That means you are learning and will continue to see more. Thank you for letting me know you enjoy my posts. Sending you love! Rohini

  • Laura A Jones

    22.04.2019 at 09:23 Reply

    “In the honeymoon, you are given the gift of your conditioned thinking falling away, and you drop into the experience of love.” In my 59 years I’ve never seen or heard someone reference the honeymoon phrase this way. I love it!!! Now THIS is worth letting your thoughts run with.

    • Rohini

      06.05.2019 at 16:07 Reply

      Thanks so much for letting me know Laura! So glad it resonated with you! Sending you love, Rohini

  • Valerie

    22.04.2019 at 10:03 Reply

    Poignant and beautifully written. AND….timely:) Thank you Rohini!

    • Rohini

      06.05.2019 at 16:06 Reply

      Thank you so much for letting me know Valerie! <3

  • susan Lauwers

    22.04.2019 at 10:13 Reply

    Hi Rohini,
    Thanks for this post, I put it on my Facebook timeline because I found it to be helpful and felt like I wanted others to read it. I adore the humaness you and Angus continue to bring forth. Relationships are so key in our lives, they point us back to ourselves and they can help us settle if we understand how we are designed. So many thanks for your words and your commitment to bringing your insights through.
    XX Sue

    • Rohini

      06.05.2019 at 16:06 Reply

      Hi Sue, Thanks so much for sharing! So glad you found it helpful! Appreciate your feedback! Love, Rohini

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